enchanting fireworks. wish that wont come true. senseless. wads the point. no courage, no energy. tired, fear of failure. ha, funny arh. the sharon who used to say 'u gotta believe. if you don even believe, how will it come true?' lols. karma? maybe not. pride. the egoistic mi. silly girls. stupid mi. wad i wanna erase. mi dream abt flying away and mi clique sending a kite calling mi to go back but i didnt. perhaps one scene in the dream is one of the reasons why i didnt. :X. fly. fly away. coz i cant turn to you when it all falls apart. gotta pick miself up, where do i start? you dont know mi. you dont even care. wanted to say, but im not great at all. the j word. the m word. i hate. i hate. i so hate. erase. erase. pretence or real fact, i cant even tell them apart now. blinded totally. i seemed to be doing all the wrong things now. subside, feelings. go away. guys are..guys are not worth our time. all are, but acts and emotions arising at the spur of the moment. how sad, how true, yet untrue i wish it would be.
how random mi thoughts are. down down down. but don worrie guys, i'll be fine soon. just in time to come. when these stupid, mind-flooding, loud, irritating, useless feelings subside. and im using the word, scram.
